It was Saturday night and I was exhausted. Long days, meetings with smart people and more spreadsheets than I prefer. AND I worked out a ton last week, so I was sore.
I was considering an oddly early bedtime. But instead, I slipped into a cannabis bath soak by Papa & Barley. I've never tried this soak before, and let me tell you, I immediately started to feel much better. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
It's 1:3 (thc/cbd) and for me,it was just what I needed. I barely felt high. I felt calm, my muscles started to relax and then.... I began to feel a little frisky! (remember, I was about to go straight to sleep?!) The truth is, cannabis effects everyone a little differently. But what happened tonight was a testament to my personal journey with the plant. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I laid in bed, chatted with my person and had completely uninhibited sex. I literally looked at my leg and saw a little cellulite on it and thought "I like my leg, even with the cellulite" ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Now, usually, I would be critical of myself and cover up my body, but I swear to you, this has been the biggest awakening for me. Cannabis has literally helped me strengthened my body image and I have become more balanced. There is ease as self criticism falls by the waist side.
I don't know how many other women feel this way. But I think for those who are wondering what all of the chatter is about, the melting away of inhibitions leads to awakening and of course, that leads to connections. You focus on your person and on yourself, not on your imperfections.
So this Sexy Sunday, find yourself and then, find your person.